Untitled

Untitled
- Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

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funny such a simple song evokes the emotions that alot of us want to scream out so loud. i'm sure everyone's got their own untitled moment. a moment when this song screams all that they want to scream.

this is my moment.

can't retake HI this thursday or even friday as i would've liked to. wanted to get it over with as soon as possible so i can focus on the rest of the training schedule. earliest is week after next, and i've booked my slot for tuesday week after. fucking hell. now i got to restudy everything again, and then still gotta get past M8 next week. the only good thing is i have passed M5 that is on thursday, so i get the whole thursday off(its off-in-lieu make up for the previous saturday).

feel like crap to be hampered with this failure when others have passed it. sure, others may have failed other papers that i have passed but the feeling downright sucks man. it always sucks to lag behind.