When Will We Find Our Voices?

ok so my life is abit of a bore to blog about, i don't spout the wonders of my enchanting love life and i don't have juicy gossip to tell the whole world(not at this moment at least)...but anyway just to keep up at least one post a day for hte whole of this week, here's a decent conversation as to how times have changed, or have they?

***** says:
hey there
the nuahster says:
hey ya
***** says:
how are u doing?
the nuahster says:
wassup/?
the nuahster says:
good
the nuahster says:
having a block leave this week so am kinda nuahing ard at hm
***** says:
thats great
the nuahster says:
and u?
***** says:
guess what stupid thing i did yesterday
the nuahster says:
oh do tell...
***** says:
i met a cute chinese guy by the swimming pool
the nuahster says:
and?
***** says:
at the Singapore Swimming Club
***** says:
he swam very near me
the nuahster says::
uh huh
***** says:
and we kept looking at each other throughout the swim
***** says:
he swam hard
the nuahster says:
haha
***** says:
and when he stopped after 30 minutes
the nuahster says:
was that a pun?
***** says:
i mean, we
***** says:
stopped
the nuahster says:
ah ok go on
***** says:
we exchanged glances
the nuahster says:
ph numbers?
***** says:
at the pool wall
***** says:
nope
***** says:
!!
the nuahster says:
shucks.
***** says:
then after the look
***** says:
i waited for him to say hi
the nuahster says:
did he?
***** says:
and he just kept on grabbing his knee, trying to stretch it
***** says:
he and stretch his arms
the nuahster says:
did he?
***** says:
no!
the nuahster says:
he's probly gay
***** says:
i coudl tell he was waiting for me to talk to him
the nuahster says:
oh really..
***** says:
well,that is one thing i hate about guys - they think they are so cute that girls would talk to them
***** says:
well...he looked really sy
***** says:
shy
***** says:
and I liked his look
***** says:
because he looked like a goody kind of guy
***** says:
but after waiting for 3 seconds
***** says:
i just left the pool
the nuahster says:
probly gay then
***** says:
so i think i was the stupid one
the nuahster says:
3 sec?
***** says:
i should have said hi first even if he couldnt open his mouth
the nuahster says:
wow mustve been an eternity
the nuahster says:
he's probly younger than u...
***** says:
well... actualy it was more than 3 seconds
***** says:
i actually turned around to face the wall and pretended to do some stretches
***** says:
while waiting for him to say something
the nuahster says:
ho boy
the nuahster says:
maybe he's got this really hot model of a gf liao
***** says:
i mean, it is etiquette right?
***** says:
stop rubbing it in
***** says:
i do think maybe he is younger than me
the nuahster says:
ha
***** says:
i think it is etiquette that men shold say hi to women
the nuahster says:
oh well
***** says:
if they cant find their voices, I sort of think they are hopeless
the nuahster says:
and another one bites the dust..
the nuahster says:
probly
***** says:
but after yesterday, i sort of wondered if sometimes I should find my own voice
the nuahster says:
maybe he wasn't interested in the first place?
***** says:
i mean, no
the nuahster says:
ah
***** says:
come on
the nuahster says:
okie fine. glances thru and thru
***** says:
it was just an obvious deadlock situation where one was waiting for the other to start talking
the nuahster says:
ah accompanied by the stnadard awkward silence?
***** says:
yes
***** says:
u have had that?
the nuahster says:
hmm...i guess it happens..
***** says:
i think it was just difficult for him to open his mouth
the nuahster says:
and hten nothing happens and u think to urself wat an anticlimax
the nuahster says:
and hten u sulk the rest of hte day thinking wat might have been...
***** says:
it was like, I was glancing in his direction waiting for him to say something, he doesnt so i looked right across at the man beside him
the nuahster says:
oh gosh there wasa man beside him!?
the nuahster says:
he's gay i tell ya.
***** says:
then he splashed around at the water frustrated
the nuahster says:
really.
the nuahster says:
frustrated.
***** says:
he was defnitely not gay
the nuahster says:
u mustve sensed it
***** says:
yes this guy just couldnt find his own voice
the nuahster says:
was he ogling at u?
***** says:
well no
***** says:
all he could see was my face
***** says:
and hair
***** says:
i was in a sports swim suit
***** says:
in the water
the nuahster says:
did u suspect him of admiring any other various part of ur body other than ur face?
the nuahster says:
ah
***** says:
i dont think so
***** says:
he wasnt that kind
the nuahster says:
then how u know?
***** says:
anyway, if he did, then I think he would have found his voice
the nuahster says:
hmm...
the nuahster says:
maybe he;s got a hot model of a gf then
***** says:
well.. thanks. that does makes me feel a lot better
the nuahster says:
oh cmon.